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by Dana Katherine Scully (spookysdana)
at September 17th, 2005 (10:27 pm)

Scully's Apartment
7:30 PM

I step in front of my dresser mirror and straighten my clothes for about the millionth time this evening. I'm so nervous and I'm sure anyone who might see me will tell right off. I run a anxious hand through my hair, checking my make-up just as I hear the doorbell chime. I close my eyes and sigh knowing that will be Mulder and I feel my insides take a nervous jump inside my abdomen. Tonight a lot of decisons will be made, not just business ones but personal ones as well. I walk into the living room and cast a nervous glance at the piece of paper that was sitting on the edge of my entry table; my request for tranfer. I looked at that paper carefully, thinking how much power such a small piece of paper truly had. Had I not gone and talked to Skinner myself earlier that day and pretty much begged him to not go through with my request, I may very well be already off on her new status in Dallas, Oklahoma City, God knows where. I reach for the paper and hastily push it into my jeans pocket before I go to the door just as he knocks again. "Just a second!" I call as I reach up to peer through the peephole and see him standing out in the hall, he looks so sad and I just want to hug him. I move to unlock the door and pull it open; offering him the smallest of a smile. "Hey," I open the door wider and allow him into my apartment, closing the door behind me.

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Posted by: Fox Mulder (danasspooky)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 08:07 am (UTC)

God, I've been so nervous all day, ever since she asked me to come by her apartment so we could talk. I'm so afraid that she's going to tell me that's she changed her mind, that's she doesn't want to be with me after all, that she's taking that transfer to God knows where. I can't lose her, I just can't. It will kill me if she leaves, I know it will. I reach her apartment and take a deep calming breath. I'm so nervous that my hand is actually jittery when I reach out to ring the bell. I hear it chime inside, and now I wait, wait for whatever the night will bring for us. She said she wanted to talk, and I'm hoping it's about us, but that there is still an *us*. I don't know what I'll do if she tells me otherwise, I really don't. She's been the only thing that's kept me going all these years, the one person that's kept me sane, that believed in me when no one else would, and I can't believe I almost lost her, that I still might. It's killing me to stand out here waiting for her to answer the door, and now I'm growing even more nervous than before, for fear she's changed her mind about tonight. I raise my hand and knock again, hoping she'll decide to let me in. I return her small smile and greeting as well.* "Hey." *She moves to let me in, so I step into the apartment, but I'm not sure what else to do, so I just stand there and wait for her to say something.*

Posted by: Dana Katherine Scully (spookysdana)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 06:28 pm (UTC)

*An uncomfortable silence falls around us as the door closes behind him. For a moment we just there me looking and him and he looking at me. I really didn't know what to say to him, though I knew things needed to be said; lots of things needed to be said on both our parts. I squeezed my eyes shut and my fists clenched at my sides as I finally gave in and stepped up to him. I wrapped my arms tight around him, probably squeezing him way too hand, and then just proceeded to sob against his shirt. Words would come later; I needed to feel his arms around me again. I needed to drown into him and just breathe in all of him in. I kept my eyes closed and rested my forehead against his cloth covered chest and sniffled slightly as I felt his arms hesitantly slide around my waist; holding me as if almost, I was a fragile doll.*

Posted by: Fox Mulder (danasspooky)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 06:37 pm (UTC)

*I stand there awkwardly, not knowing what to do, just staring at her. She's so beautiful and I just want to hold her so bad, but I know I can't. She finally just walks up and throws her arms around me tightly and starts to sob. I'm not sure what to do, so I gently bring my arms up and slide them around her waist. I'm hesitant because I'm not sure if this is what she wants, and I'm so afraid she'll just change her mind and throw me out. I've hurt her so much already, and I don't want to hurt her anymore. So I just hold her light in my embrace, until she is ready for more.*

Posted by: Dana Katherine Scully (spookysdana)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 06:46 pm (UTC)

*I have no idea how long I stand there in his embrace, but after a few moments realization shoots through me and I pull back hastily looking up at with an embarrassed expression, I walk over to the couch and sit down, not looking at him. I sniffle softly and I speak.* "I'm sorry, Mulder. I didn't mean to do that, I just...all of a sudden, I needed to feel your arms around me." *I looked up at him slowly, wiping at her eyes.* "I still miss you so very much, but I am still going to need some time to process all that has happened." *I reached out one small hand to him.* "Please, come sit with me." *Her watery eyes met his, hesitantly.*

Posted by: Fox Mulder (danasspooky)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 06:49 pm (UTC)

*I offer her a small smile as I walk to sit down beside her on the couch. I can tell she's embarrassed by her actions, but she has no reason to be. I don't care, I wanted to feel her in my arms too. But I can't tell her this, not yet anyway, I don't want to scare her off.* "It's okay Scully, I understand." *I say softly yet firmly, wanting her to know how genuine I am. I reach over and rest my hand on top of hers, looking at her as I speak.* "So, what did you want to talk to me about Scully?" *I ask a little hesitantly.*

Posted by: Dana Katherine Scully (spookysdana)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 07:29 pm (UTC)

*I don't think I can say the words, I really don't. Clearing my throat I reach for my request for transfer that I had stuffed into my pocket before he got here and hold it nervously in my lap. I run my tongue along my lower lips, taking a few deep breaths before I look up at him.* "Mulder, I've been giving this alot of thought. I've presented myself with numerous opportunities of how to proceed and I think I've finally come up with the best possible solution. I..." *I stop and take a deep breath.* "I went to see Assistant Director Skinner today and I got this back from him, asking him to destroy all other copies." *I slowly straighten out the paper and place it lightly on his lap, awaiting his reaction.*

Posted by: Fox Mulder (danasspooky)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 07:33 pm (UTC)

*I'm afraid of what she's going to say, but when I see the request for transfer, I'm not quite sure what to think. I take a moment just to stare at the little piece of paper, wondering if it means what I think it means, what I hope it means.* "Scully, does this mean..." *I can't even get the words completely out as I look at her and wait for her response.*

Posted by: Dana Katherine Scully (spookysdana)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 07:37 pm (UTC)

*I offer him the smallest of a smile and meet his eyes, nodding slowly.* "Yes, it means that I am canceling my request for transfer. I belong on the X Files, Mulder. I belong there with you and that is exactly where I intend to stay." *I look up at him, tears shining in my eyes as I smile a little wider, taking a deep breath.* "So, if you'll have me, there is nothing more I'd like to be, than your partner again in life and in work." *Her watery eyes met his, awaiting his reaction.*

Posted by: Fox Mulder (danasspooky)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 07:40 pm (UTC)

*I'm so relieved that I actually drop my head and smile as I let out the breath I'd been holding. I give her a small laugh as I look up at her and reach out to pull her into my embrace. I hug her tightly to me, never wanting to let her go again, stroking her hair with my hand.* "Yes, of course I'll have you Scully." *I practically laugh out with relief.* "There's nothing I'd like more." *I pull back and give her a soft smile.*

Posted by: Dana Katherine Scully (spookysdana)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 07:44 pm (UTC)

*I smile and close my eyes in relief. I reach for his neck and pull him back to me, just hugging him close. He feels so good in my arms and I've missed this so much. I keep my eyes closed and I press my lips to his neck and sigh his name.* "I do love you, I love you so very much..." *I pull him closer to me, laying back on the couch and pull him down on top of me, wanting to feel his hard, firm body pressed into mine. I sigh happily, this feels so right. I can't believe I almost lost him; though while I'm still hurt he hadn't told me about Sarah, I know in time we will move past that and we will be stronger in our relationship than we were before. We'll just fight it like we always do; together.*

Posted by: Fox Mulder (danasspooky)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 07:50 pm (UTC)

*God, she feels so good. This feels so right, I've missed her so much. I lie on top of her, just staring down at her beautiful face, gazing into her eyes. I brush the hair out of her face the lightest touch, just enjoying this moment with her.* "I love you too Scully..." *I whisper as I continue to gaze down at her. I lean down and give her the softest kiss, just letting my lips brush up against hers. This feels so right, feels like home.*

Posted by: Dana Katherine Scully (spookysdana)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 07:54 pm (UTC)

*He leans down and brushes his lips softly against mine and suddenly I feel that old familar charge flare up inside of me. I close my eyes, sighing and bring my hand up to the side of his face and hold him to me as I slowly start to kiss him back. I don't take it too far, I just lightly move my lips slowly over his. I pull him even closer to me and moan softly when I feel his definite arousal pressing into my stomach. I groan and panted his name softly as I moved to deepen the kiss, lightly parting my lips; my tongue tracing along his full, lower lip.*

Posted by: Fox Mulder (danasspooky)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 07:59 pm (UTC)

*She lightly parts her lips and my tongue begs for entrance, wanting to deepen the kiss just a little bit more. I want to take things slow, not to let them get too far too fast before we're ready. But it's hard to do becuase I'm already so aroused. I make no moves to take it further, just continue to kiss her slowly, the kiss that I've missed so much recently.*

Posted by: Dana Katherine Scully (spookysdana)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 08:02 pm (UTC)

*I felt him start to kiss me back slowly and I sighed, I've missed this so much. I break off the kiss and wrap my arms tightly around him, holding him tightly to me. I close my eyes, pressing my lips into his neck and start to softly kiss at the tender flesh there.* "...love you..." *I cup the sides of his face and pull his face back to mine and proceeded to kiss him again, harder than before. I arch my body when I feel him press himself further into me.*

Posted by: Fox Mulder (danasspooky)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 08:06 pm (UTC)

*God, I'm so relieved that I almost feeling like crying. She declares her love for me and kisses me even harder than before. I press my body into hers as I feel her arch beneath me. I want her so bad. I'm desperate to reconnect with her on a more initmate level, like that will somehow fix the gap between us, even though I know it won't.* "Dana..." *I sigh into her mouth, pressing myself even harder into her now as our kissing becomes more furious.*

Posted by: Dana Katherine Scully (spookysdana)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 08:10 pm (UTC)

*I moan softly into his mouth as my hands slide down his back, stroking softly. I open my mouth wider for him as we kiss with more passion. I trail my fingers under the hem of his shirt and grip it, wanting it off his body. I pull my lips from his with a breathless plea.* "Shirt...off,now..." *I grip the hem and desperately try to pull it over his head.*

Posted by: Fox Mulder (danasspooky)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 08:16 pm (UTC)

*I reach back and grip a handful of my shirt, pulling it over my head before she rips my head off in her haste. I groan as she runs her hands up and down my bare chest, capturing her mouth with mine again. I slide my hands underneath her shirt, needing to feel more of her. I cup her breasts in my hands through her bra, just needing to feel all of her, wanting to touch her everywhere at once.*

Posted by: Dana Katherine Scully (spookysdana)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 08:21 pm (UTC)

*I cry out at his touch, arching into his hands as I grip the hem of my own shirt and pull it over my head. I reach for his hands, placing them back on my breasts hissing softly as I arch into his touch. I lock one arm around his neck and pull him to me, locking my lips onto his neck I start to suckle at the skin softly.*

Posted by: Fox Mulder (danasspooky)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 08:28 pm (UTC)

*My lips move to her neck as I kiss at her soft flesh. I reach behind her to unclasp her bra, needing to feel her bare flesh against mine. I toss her bra aside and cup her breats in my palms again, delighting as her hard nipples poke into my palms. I groan as I press my face into her neck, inhaling the scent that is uniquely hers. I've missed her scent so much. I massage her breasts in my hands, kneading her soft with my fingertips. God, I love this woman.*

Posted by: Dana Katherine Scully (spookysdana)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 08:38 pm (UTC)

*My head falls back as I pant out his name, my nails raking slowly down his back. I feel his body pressing harder into mine and I suddenly pull back with a soft gasp.* "Wait...Mulder, not here...bedroom..." *She didn't want him to make love to her on the couch, the bed would be so much more comfortable. She kissed his neck softly.*

Posted by: Fox Mulder (danasspooky)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 08:42 pm (UTC)

*I get up off the couch, reaching out a hand to pull her up to me. I pull her into my embrace and wrap my arms around her, kissing her deeply again. I lean down and tuck my arm behind her legs, scooping her up into my arms. I carry her into the bedroom and gently place her on the bed, coming to rest over her.* "I love you..."

Posted by: Dana Katherine Scully (spookysdana)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 08:47 pm (UTC)

*I choke out a sob.* "I love you so much..." *I cup the back of his neck and pull his mouth down to mine, kissing him deeply. My hands move to his jeans and I immediately unbutton them and push them down his hips wanting to feel all of him pressed into me.*

Posted by: Fox Mulder (danasspooky)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 08:56 pm (UTC)

*I kick my jeans off the rest of the way, tugging at the button of hers as well. I slide them off her body and press myself into her, but I want to remove the last barriers between us. I find her waistband and push her panties down her hips. I already feel her hands at my boxerbriefs and I help her push them off as well. I press my hard arousal into her thigh, wanting her to feel my need for her. I kiss her hard, deep, craving even more of her.*

Posted by: Dana Katherine Scully (spookysdana)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 09:04 pm (UTC)

*I gasped out his name when I felt the lenght of his arousal pressed against my thigh. I gripped his hips, spreading my legs and pulling him to cradle betwee them. I kissed at his neck, panting softly.* "I want you inside me..." *I arched my back off the bed, desperate to fill the touch of his body on mine, the feel of him moving in and out of me. I locked my arms around his neck and locked my legs around his neck as I feel him pressed against me; I moan softly, closing my eyes.*

Posted by: Fox Mulder (danasspooky)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 09:10 pm (UTC)

*I position myself between her legs and slowly guide myself into her opening. I cry out her name at the feeling.* "Scully..." *I start to slide in and out of her, slowly. She's so damn tight, and I make sure to take my time, feeling her loosen with each stroke. I slide deeper each time, needing to feel her take me in further. I bring my mouth down to her neck and place wet kisses against her hot skin, letting my mouth trail down to her collor bone, my thrusts never faltering as I kiss her.*

Posted by: Dana Katherine Scully (spookysdana)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 09:36 pm (UTC)

*My eyes squeeze shut and I grip at the bedsheets beneath me. I arch my back off the bed and meet him for each thrust. I wrap my legs tighter around his waist, pulling him deeper into me. I cry out as I feel him slide in so deep, he's pressing against my cervix.* "...god, Mulder!" *I arch my throat to the side as I feel his hot lips on my skin, panting slowly wanting and needing more.*

Posted by: Fox Mulder (danasspooky)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 09:43 pm (UTC)

*I speed up my thrusts, and I'm pushing into her so deep that I feel myself hit her cervix. I let out a groan at the contact, and speed my actions even more, my pace becoming more frantic as I nip and suck at her neck, not caring if I leave a mark. I lick her salty flesh, then suckle her soft skin back into my mouth. I want more, I need her to come with me, to know that I've brought her pleasure. I slide my hand in between our bodies and find her hot center. When I find her hard clit I began to stroke it wildly, delightening when I hear her moan out her pleasure and I only increase my movements.*

Posted by: Dana Katherine Scully (spookysdana)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 09:47 pm (UTC)

*A groan rips from my throat as I arch into his touch. I grip at his hips and meet him thrust for thrust. I cry out as I feel his hand slide down between us and flick at my aching clit. I tighten my legs more around his hips and hold him to me. I'm so close right now. He thrust harder and I'm gone. A breathless plea and cry of his name, I'm coming so hard. My internal muscles clench tightly at him as my eyes squeezed closed in total pleasure.* "Oh God, oh Mulder!" *I slide my hands around his back and press him tightly into me, wanting to feel his deliciously hot skin against mine.*

Posted by: Fox Mulder (danasspooky)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 09:57 pm (UTC)

*Her internal muscles are clenching me tightly as I thrust harder and harder into her. She shudder beneath me from her release, and I'm desperate to find mine. I grit my teeth and hiss as I feel myself throbbing within her, I'm almost there. I couple more quick strokes and I'm there, spilling my release out inside of her, my thrusts coming to a slow now as I empty myself completely inside of her. I collapse heavily on top of her, loving the feel of her pressed beneath, her sweat slicked skin sliding against mine. I pant into her neck as I place soft kisses up and down the length of it.*

Posted by: Dana Katherine Scully (spookysdana)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 10:02 pm (UTC)

*I collapse back on the bed and sigh as his weight falls onto me. I wrap my legs and arms fully around him, wanting to fill all of him. I pant against his neck, sighing his name softly as I let my eyes slipped closed. I rake my nails up and down his back slowly, our slick bodies starting to stick together. I sigh.* "...love you..." *I lick at the sweaty skin of his neck, loving the salty taste it leaves in my mouth. I suddenly yawn, feeling very tired and I reach down and pull my covers over our bodies, him still inside of me.*

Posted by: Fox Mulder (danasspooky)
Posted at: September 18th, 2005 10:08 pm (UTC)

"Love you too..." *I manage to get out, the feeling of sleep beginning to overwhelm me now. I'm so drowsy I can barely keep my eyes open now, and I nuzzle my face into her neck as I feel her pull the covers up over us. I'm still inside her, but I have no intention of leaving, and she doesn't seem to mind one bit. I pull her closer to me, wishing I could just burrow myself into her and never leave. I let out a contented sigh as I drift off to sleep.*

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